Peeling

I try to appreciate me,
For all my inadequacy,
I cannot be perfect,
Nor overly great,
But what I can do,
Is live myself,
For mine,
Even with,
All your degradation,
This pain of actions,
And verbal scorn,
Can just descend away,
Adrift your lips.

spiritless

why does the world
seem to want to make
me smile and cry
all at the same time
while i fall away
into leftover thoughts
of what i am
and was
of how i can be
of today
of tomorrow
but never knowing now.

my sadness today

i realize sometimes
my impatience runs deep
burrowing itself into worry
and to worry is to struggle
swallowing down everything
with such difficulty
that even then
it becomes so hard to breathe
turning everything inside spent
into outside forces of immobility
a self sufficient suffering
a void in an emptiness
brought about and around
by this simple notion
i miss seeing you.

To breathe again

This today of days,
seems to have become one,
that takes my breath away,
breaking myself into a smile,
a thousand miles long,
with that sweet scent,
of blissful remembrance,
of just gazing upon,
the very sight of her,
and holding it all in,
wishing I didn't have to exhale.

Ambrosia

Sometimes a soft expression heard

Is like the rhythmic pain of someone else’s trial

Fearing inside what we may become

Within what we can be

I hear this sigh from everyone inside

And expression of breath

All felt at once

This territory of love

But yet we weep

We weep.

To you love

Somehow I must 
Anticipate distrust
To come along
Where love belongs
We can only hurt
So many times
Before feeling numb
And yet is it bad
To hope one day
To still feel
Something that cant belong
Where hearts are torn
I believe
I try
To never say goodbye

Bare to listen

My simplified sounds
Stem away into waves
Bitter and cruel
Flowing in sync
With volumes of you